Neurosis and inceldom
I'm currently dealing with a... well... Let be straight... Dealing with a severe neurosis and I am not in the best mental condition. Some people may say it's not the severe level but the moderate. I don't know. What I have got -- obsessive neurosis. Or obsessive-compulsive neurosis
. It is a disorder characterized by the persistent and repetitive intrusion of unwanted thoughts, urges, or actions that the person is unable to prevent; the compulsive thoughts may consist of single words, ideas, or ruminations often perceived by the sufferer as nonsensical; the repetitive urges or actions vary from simple movements to complex rituals; anxiety or distress is the underlying emotion or drive state, and the ritualistic behavior is a learned method of reducing the anxiety. The patient's consciousness remains lucid and their power to reason remains intact.
To me it is unwanted thoughts in 95% of the occurrence.
After so much lack of love, understanding, bad news, terrible political situations, wars... my brain is getting weaker I suppose. I struggle with this now. Trying with natural and cheap cures like vitamins and self-psychotherapy... psychotherapy and right nutrition and some sport... that's all I try now.
That is all. Can't be active in the incels topics currently because it is for the normal people. I am not very normal now.