1951

其它信息 / 2009

« on: January 02, 2023, 05:50:50 PM »

歌曲 songs （2009）

兩人　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　Rain Man
好像就从那个夜晚开始，下起兩一直没有放过晴，
It seemed to rain from that night, and never clear up,
我勾着那把傘，飘浮在人群里，慢慢的以为身边还有你.
I float slowly in the crowd with an umbrella, and I thought you are next to me.
小气地用着那些你的记忆，
I cherish all the memory about you,
一点点就够我看到彩虹，
Only a little of those can let me see the rainboat.
全世界的颜色，全留在你那里，我只有不断一直淋着兩.
All the colors of the world left with you, I can only walk in the rain all the time.
我相信我爱你，蒙上眼手交给你，
I am sure I love you. I give you my hands with closed eyes.
慢慢的安心在黑暗中，共有一双眼睛，
Slowly, securely in the dark, we share a pair of eyes.
我要不断地爱你，不断拼凑了自己，
I will keep loving you and making up myself,
生命中所有好不好的过去，仿佛都在等我遇见你。
All the good or bad things in the past in my life seemed to wait for me to meet you.
小气地用着那些你的记忆，
一点点就够我看到彩虹，
全世界的颜色，全留在你那里，
我只有不断一直淋着兩，
我相信我爱你，
蒙上眼手交给你，
慢慢的安心在黑暗中，
共有一双眼睛，我要不断地爱你，
不断拼凑了自己，
生命中所有好不好的过去，
仿佛都在等我遇见你。
我相信我爱你，
蒙上眼手交给你，
慢慢的安心在黑暗中，
共有一双眼睛，我要不断地爱你，
不断拼凑了自己，
生命中所有好不好的过去，
仿佛都在等我遇见你。


在我的心里从此永远有个你            YOU ARE IN MY HEART FROM NOW ON
为什么我们相遇网络，为什么要拿虚拟对待我，
Why we met in ineternet? Why you treat me fictitiously?
我和你在一起，在一起的甜蜜，
It’s so sweet when we were together.
这份爱会埋在我心底。
I will keep the love deeply in my heart.
我和你相爱网络里，爱来爱去都变成回忆。
You and I fell in love in internet, but it became a memory when time goes by.
你的心我最懂，你哭泣我陪你，
I understand you fully, when you cry I will be with you,
这辈子注定与你在一起。
It’s destined to be with you all my life.
大声喊出我爱你，时刻把你放心底，
I shout to the world that I love you and put you at the bottom of my heart,
不怕网络的虚拟等着你，
I am waiting for you, neglect the fictitious internet.
点击鼠标的情意，传达爱你的蜜语，
Click the mouse with my love and send you my sweet words,
在心里从此永远有个你。
You are in my heart from now on, forever.
谢谢你让我遇到你，谢谢你也让我爱上你，
Thank you for letting me meet you, thank you for letting me fall in love with you,
不管风风兩兩，不问明天在哪里，
Regardless of windy and rainy weather, don't ask  if there’s a future,
我都会永远的陪伴你。
I will be with you forever.
为什么我们相遇网络，为什么要拿虚拟对待我，
我和你在一起，在一起的甜蜜，
这份爱会埋在我心底。
大声喊出我爱你，时刻把你放心底，
不怕网络的虚拟等着你，
点击鼠标的情意，传达爱你的蜜语，
在心里从此永远有个你。
为什么我们相遇网络，为什么要拿虚拟对待我，
我和你在一起，在一起的甜蜜，
这份爱会埋在我心底。
大声喊出我爱你，时刻把你放心底，
不怕网络的虚拟等着你，
点击鼠标的情意，传达爱你的蜜语，
在心里从此永远有个你。
谢谢你让我遇到你，谢谢你也让我爱上你，
不管风风兩兩，不问明天在哪里，
在心里从此永远有个你。

1952

Other languages / Ненормалница 6

« on: January 02, 2023, 04:08:45 PM »

 Не съм забравил за тази рубрика, но предвид тоновете заетост, продължавам едва сега. Трябва да е било около 2009 година, според датата на файла, който съм запазил. Някаква жена на средна възраст, която срещнах с нейни колеги (от застрахователна компания) в едно ново заведение за хамбургери и безалкохолни напитки, прояви жив интерес към мен - зададе доста въпроси, не забрави да се "разочарова" от ниския морал на много от останалите жени, за които споделих, че не ми е провървяло във връзките - тя била на съвсем друго ниво, аз трябвало да подбирам по-добре хората, с които общувам (демек - да избера нея). И след няколко дни започна да се оказва, че е по-зле с морала и по-коварна от въпросните жени, които критикуваше - беше си наумила да ме използва първоначално за плащач на сметките й, а по-късно, да сме се оженили, да имаме дете, аз да стоя да го гледам, а тя да пътувала в командировки (оказа се, че има колеги, които даже на публични снимки не се свенят да я пипат по краката, примерно, което показва какъв и сорт командировки тя има предвид).
 Ето и детайли с харчове:

 1-ви харч. Първата среща беше в един университетски бар, където се сервираше и риба. Пи, яде. Бири, риба - около 100 юана. След това - такси, около 20 юана, прибрахме се у дома. Отказа сексуална близост с приказки от рода на "Не мога веднага. Ако ме обичаш всеки ден и плащаш, ще мога скоро."
 По-сетне, пак среща 2-ри харч: Такси - около 14 юана.  3-ти харч: Кино - 25 юана + 4 юана за бира.
 По-натам - 4-ти харч: Цветя - около 30 юана. И 5-ти харч - Масаж - около 50 юана. (Както се вижда, опитвах да съчетавам романтичното, с интересното и здравословното; тя отново използва момента да каже, че не обичала да я докосват други мъже, та масажистът трябвало да е от женски пол. След това, като попаднах на въпросната снимка, където някакъв дебел колега я пипа по крака публично, се видя, че тя просто обича да използва "virtue signaling" - да заблуждава, че е много морална и с добродетели, като в същото време е точно обратното - напр. в случая "Не обичам мъже да ме пипат. С колегите си никога не се пипам!" и точно с колегата на снимката се пипа!)
 6-ти харч -  Наденички , сок - около 5 юана. 7-ми харч: Такси - около 20 юана.
 8-ми харч - Синдзянски ресторант (имах рожден ден) - над 100 юана. И 9-ти харч: Пита и питие - над 40 юана.
 
 През цялото това време от редица срещи и плащания от моя страна, така и не се стигна до някаква физическа близост, та в един момент поставих въпроса, че ще си търся друга. Тя започна да беснее, да кара един от тихите си и добри колеги да ми се обажда да ме увещава да й давам време и пр. Понеже аз бях наивен, но не чак толкова наивен, че да си издавам всичките пари (нейната заплата по онова време беше над 5000 юана, а моята едва около 3500 юана), прекъснах срещите, а и скоро попаднах онлайн на въпросната снимка, която показва колко фалшива и коварна е въпросната женица. Ако мислите, че се е засрамила - няма такива неща - тя продължи с ВЕРБАЛНА АГРЕСИЯ (на китайски - "口头侵略"). Казах й да ми връща парите, тя реши да прояви достойнство и обеща: "Ще ти върна парите" (няколко пъти, но при поискване - отказ, защото съм ги бил поискал точно по време на някакъв празник... с една дума, оказа се много стисната, освен останалите си недостатъци).
 Поуката е, че човек, в такива случаи, трябва по-бързо да се отказва. Ако продължи, може и година да мине - само прахосваш пари (вместо да ги запазиш за себе си или да ги дадеш на човек, който поне малко ги заслужава) и резултатът е нараненост (емоционална, финансова и доховна дори).
 

1953

其它信息 / 2005

« on: January 01, 2023, 10:01:33 PM »

From 2005:



"Look, xiong nu, I realise how shallow you are now...which is sad..!!"

 Common words showing that you are angry that I uncover your real personality.


"with your stupid assumption..here is the answer:"
 Not answer- just other proofs. Here you are:


"GMAIL...
What are you talking about??...Gmail is so easy to use.."

HAHAHA, LOOK PEOPLE HOW "EASY" is it to use-------
...
  PLEASE, show me how many Chinese have the possibility RIGHT NOW to create an account there! It is just for some privilege people, but not in China, and not for 21-years old "Chinese" "girls", loser!



"well...i never said i was in china.."

 DO YOU REMEMBER THAT YOU TYPED THAT YOU ARE IN SHANGHAI? And now what? You just jumped abroad? You, unlucky loser!



"if you read my post clearly ..."
Oh, yeah I do, because I take care for China, "baby"!



" you ought to know am in the land down under..."
Yes, I know. Americans are mostly born in America - that is down under- that's the hell, losie!


"n i am chinese...you must be blind..well...blind ppl never admit they are blind..what a pathetic idiot here...."

 Blind people never admit they are blind?)) What are you smoking, dude? Or you are just on heroin?
 


"Listen, I am a girl, n i do sometimes talk dirty..whats wrong with that??.."

 THE WRONG IS that you're trying to lie the stupid dudes here, that you're a Chinese girl. And because of that they are under control of their hormones, THEY DO NOT ANSWER THEMSELVES - "How if the Chinese girls are so moral and modest you 21-years old is so abnormal, moral-less and stupid?" So I think your aim is to discredit the Chinese girls. YOU JUST GIVING ENOUGH REASONS to the westerners to write HOW EASY and HOW CHEAP are the Chinese. Well, you are good example, BUT YOU ARE NOT TRUE! You are a man, and I told you, dude, I will GO ON to show everyone that you are just a western loser. It doesn't matter that most of the guys here prefer to believe in dreams! May be soon I will invite you to chat online, with mic. and webcam to show are you a girl? AND DO NOT WORRY THAT YOU JUST CAN PUT SOME ANOTHER GIRL-be sure - I CAN MAKE THE DIFFERENCES. This is my subject, loser!


"why shall girls pretend to be innocent like an idiot?"
The one and only innocent are the idiots? Your anthropological knowledge is a ZERO, dude! I did not suppose that agents can be so stupid! But... anyway you are an American - for it is normal.



"...we know what we want..n we will just go and ask for it!!.."
C'mon dude, don't try to pass on with common words from the era of my grandmother!


"btw...my role in lesbian is male.."
 BTW, your role in the f1king American aims is agent-loser, dude!


"so does this help u to understand me a bit?"
 Honey, I JUST remember that you tried to explain before how much you like man. Isn't you? SO you can play lesbian, schizophrenic or dragon - I don't care - YOU ARE NOT A CHINESE. Got it? I will repeat - You are NOT a Chinese. Now or later people will understand it with or without my help!







"Again, I have been studying overseas for the past 6 years.."

WOWWW,  till last months in Shanghai and already 6 years overseas?! You got machine of time, right? well, we know that American science is developed but not so much, dude. Try something else, please!


"so i have changed a bit..."
 Hehehehehehehehe, if you were really a Chinese girl it is NOT CHANGE it is a REGRESS!



"i have my life..."
  Every criminal have his own life. So what?


"n i am a free spirtural...also"

 You have NO SPIRIT!

" i am young right now"
 Everyone in a period of the life is young, but does it mean that he has to discredit the face of the Chinese people and women in front of the foreigners, uh, loser?




"i want to have fun...."

It is not funny what are you doing - you are lying people, and you are trying to discredit the Chinese. You are posting a lot of crazy, abnormal things here - you want to make sex for money; you are using rude language; you are talking about artificial vaginas... So, please stop pretending!


"meanwhile, dude, we only live once..."

AND THIS IS THE REASON TO BRING JUST EVIL THINGS TO CHINESE PEOPLE??? Everyone's living once, but not every one is a criminal like you, loser!


"life is short, you see.."
I see, that you are using yours to damage the Chinese moral and reputation.


"why dont you have a short but exciting one?..."

The MOST exciting is to serve to Chinese people and other brothers' peoples and to give your best for the Com. Party of China! This is exciting, not your craziness!


"sex for money, wats wrong with that?.."

The right question is - WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?


"its for fun...sometimes its cool..."

 For an American agents - may be, not for normal Chinese girls!


"a lot of bfs at the same time.."

Not for them, be sure!

"well...multiple-dates..thts awesome..."

 Yes, sure, sometimes they beat each other and also can beat you. Later you will post again how disappointing is it to meet men...Yeah...But for a crazy American guy it is too difficult to explain.

 

"i have to find the right man for me.."
 BUT YOU RIGHT NOW YOU WAS LESBIAN!!! You really don't remember what are you lying, loser!


"so trial and errors is the best way..."

In fact you are an error. An error of the Nature, unlucky agent!


"besdies..those ppl like beinwith me...i made their days...so..wats wrong?..."

In fact you're making their nights. And you are spending a lot of time to discredit the Chinese people here!


"i enjoy it..they enjoy it....thts all it matters..."

I am sure that you are enjoying some drugs, but... that doesn't matter!


"
Oops..you just said that I am not chinese.then how come become a shame for china??...."

 Everything's right!!! It is shame for China that agents like you have right to posting unmoral, crazy and discrediting informations in the Chinese website. Got it?
About that you are not a Chinese girl, but a western gay - it is obvious for the clever people!



"you make me confsued"

Sure, because I have enough proofs for it. And you're helping me to get more!



"Idiot, you just fcuk off...."

IDIOT is your white or black father, loser! Remember it. And you are son of an idiot.



"
Conclusion

xiongnu, you have no fcukin idea of how great i am...i am so much better than you thought..but again.."

 An agent, who is a loser can not be great. You are just great son of idiots or ... may be your parents are brother and sister!




"
ur just a stupid man who has no life.."

My life is for China and for the Com. Party. Your life is for making troubles and to use your ass for men, stupid, abnormal gay!


"n barkin like a street dog here to get attention.."

Street dog is the sister of your father- i.e. your mother, American garbage!


"you made it...but ur stilla loser.."

Are you looking at the mirror right now?

"
as ppl who know me will tell you i am a great lady..."
Loosie, you are nothing than a great gay! I know it is modern in USA to be gay:)))

"i am...without doubt...i dont need your comments..as u r absolutely a mofo..."


Then keep silence and do not answer me. But you are too nervous to can do it.
Well, I don't agree than all Americans are garbage, but you are for sure, loser!

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Explanation: it was in a Chinese forum where someone pretended to be a very open Chinese girl in Australia who is a prostitute and so on. I found out that highly likely it's some Western troll who's going to ruin the Chinese image and did my best that time to protect Chinese people, the Party and so on.
 Now I see, it was mostly a waste of time and nobody rewarded me with anything. I had to focus on more useful things like earning money and sport not being a free pro-Chinese and pro-Party warrior.

1954

A forum for incels who are normal people (no terrorists, no rapists, no racists, no pedophiles, no haters and so on) / Re: My ugliest photo which is driving me nuts. This is post-military photo

« on: January 01, 2023, 07:13:09 PM »

 I got some idea -- maybe this endless "I am not handsome enough! My photo is ugly." is a similar mechanism to the never satisfied and greedy for results tiger mom: "More! Do it better! Not enough! Continue! Next time you should make it double! Push! Go on!"
 All this pressure is causing stress and not always leading to results you want because maybe counter-productive.

1955

A forum for incels who are normal people (no terrorists, no rapists, no racists, no pedophiles, no haters and so on) / Re: The Hypergamy

« on: December 31, 2022, 01:21:16 AM »

 There are many studies that shows that most of the males will ignore the money (and other kind of capital like property: villas, cars, company, etc.) if the woman is enough pretty and/or has something else that they value.

1956

A forum for incels who are normal people (no terrorists, no rapists, no racists, no pedophiles, no haters and so on) / Re: My ugliest photo which is driving me nuts. This is post-military photo

« on: December 30, 2022, 11:23:51 PM »

By the way, I remember that you're one of those people who're smart enough and aware of (have knowledge about) that there are also many normies who have girlfriends and you're not going to be single forever (because you're about the normie level in many sides), so then what's the problem if you don't like yourself enough? if you can achieve the goal to be a noncel (to escape the inceldom at some point in the future) than everything should be okay, isn't it?

1957

Social network | SEO - Social network / Re: Happy New 2023 year!

« on: December 30, 2022, 11:17:39 PM »

-- another one with a Christmas tree, X-mas presents and some ads.

1958

A forum for incels who are normal people (no terrorists, no rapists, no racists, no pedophiles, no haters and so on) / Re: My ugliest photo which is driving me nuts. This is post-military photo

« on: December 30, 2022, 11:04:59 PM »

You know, everyone has own taste. For example, the skinhead style: some people don't like themselves shaved but others may think they look better when they're shaved.

1959

Social network | SEO - Social network / Happy New 2023 year!

« on: December 30, 2022, 05:23:54 PM »

Happy New 2023 year!

  For many families it's not happy -- wars, COVIDs and so on, but I am going to mention it just because of some pretty photos taken recently which are related to the New year's joy.
 The 1^st one: snowy night, snowy trees, snowy house, snowmen, a Christmas tree and a little Santa. Pretty!

1960

A forum for incels who are normal people (no terrorists, no rapists, no racists, no pedophiles, no haters and so on) / Re: My ugliest photo which is driving me nuts. This is post-military photo

« on: December 23, 2022, 03:55:21 PM »

 At least 6/10 (if not short, surely a 7/10 and an 8/10 after gymmaxx) for China, Korea, Japan, Mongolia, etc. In the West -- something around 4/10 to 5/10 depends on the statusmaxx, gymmaxx, moneymaxx. (Of course, if there is a good luck to meet some K-pop, Q-pop, J-pop female fan and there aren't other Asian boys around he may be a 9/10 to 10/10 in her eyes. Also there are other types of Western girls who like only Asian males -- for example some of those who're fans of the kung fu and other Eastern martial arts and love people like Bruce Lee, Li Lianjie (JEt Li), Jackie Chan, Andy Lau and so on.  No way 张杰 on the photo is a truecel (an incel who's nearly impossible to ascend). I do believe him that he's an incel now but it's not because of his looks, it's because of some other factor (we already mentioned his psychological challenges which are not big and they're dealable), so at most, we're talking about a mentalcel issues (if not poor (poorcel) or too short (shortcel) as mentioned above).

1961

A forum for incels who are normal people (no terrorists, no rapists, no racists, no pedophiles, no haters and so on) / Re: My ugliest photo which is driving me nuts. This is post-military photo

« on: December 23, 2022, 03:28:06 PM »

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1962

A forum for incels who are normal people (no terrorists, no rapists, no racists, no pedophiles, no haters and so on) / Re: Ethnicels

« on: December 23, 2022, 04:45:36 AM »

 Inceldom for every incel is hard more or less. The question is how hard/easy it is to escape the inceldom (if you're not a volcel or a lazy and/or blackpilled incel). I think that for the ethnicels it's easier compared with those who're in more truecel level (for example the very short shortcels, the disabledcels).
 If you're an ethnicel you can gymmaxx, studymaxx (edumaxx), moneymaxx, artmaxx, cookmaxx... and the result will be that you'll be at least with an SMV compared with some 5/10 non-ethnic Norman. I know some cases that proove this statement of mine (mostly about people from Pakistan and African countries).

1963

Alexa (www.alexa.com) / 4847377

« on: December 23, 2022, 02:03:33 AM »

Check the new one now: 4847377.

1964

Social network | SEO - Social network / Re: Racism in history

« on: December 22, 2022, 05:17:53 PM »

 All lives matter. There are good, semi-good, semi-bad and bad people in all races. Of course, in some ghettos the percentage of the criminals is higher due to their poverty, subculture and lack of capacity of the country to do some positive change.
 

1965

Other languages / Re: Колко струва да си затвориш очите за недемократичността?

« on: December 22, 2022, 04:37:35 AM »

 Раздаваха наоколо тези дни безплатно по няколко антипиретици (температуропонижаващи лекарства). Не съм ходил да вземам, защото съм изначално с високо ниво на хигиена, а и избягвам лекарства, ако не е много наложително.
 Един приятел ме увещава да съм оставал, да не съм заминавал, щял да ми търси работа в Хуъйджоу. Не, благодаря! Обясних му, че в нестабилна политически и икономически среда (каквато е и ще е с императороидния "президент" тази страна) не искам да губя време, защото не искам да си губя живота така.