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Normal Incels (Incels Without Hate) => A forum for incels who are normal people (no terrorists, no rapists, no racists, no pedophiles, no haters and so on) => Topic started by: Aquonut on June 05, 2024, 07:28:42 PM
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Dear SEO forum:
I am Zhang. I really feel regretful for my behaviours and words, derived from my misunderstandings of what many forumers here have done to me actually with good-intentions... I really feel sorry for having calling this forum 'shitty' and 'retarded' because of my being irritated at one moment. I was inable to understand some behaviours and words of yours so that these days I've been insufferable and unreasonable. I really feel sorry.
Now I've realized they are actually all well-intented, but because of the cultural differences I misunderstood them as slandering and thought of them as irritating and annoying...
I am not saying because of the cultural differences I am not wrong at all. I am not exonerating myself by the cultural differences, but I still have to say that E.Asians like keeping each other a 'distance'. I don't know how to put it well in English but E.Asians are not as 'enthusiastic' as people in other countries, and E.Asians care way more about others' feelings than them, so that many actually well-intented and caring behaviours and words of many forumers were misunderstood and misthought of... I really feel sorry.(To elucidate them I have to talk a blue streak and to keep this thread ontopic I won't and just briefly talk about them here)
I should've been communicating putting myself in another mindset instead of still keeping myself in the E.Asian mindset so that I misunderstood and misthought. This is a very big felony I've committed so that I've brought the very bad miasma into this forum.
I should've been more understanding and 'flexible'.
As the voluntary punnishment, I ask for banning myself for 1-2 weeks and if the mods think they are not enough I won't be upset at all to be banned for longer.
I hope we can go back to the original friendly and positive relationship.
Yours sincerely
Zhang
2024/06/05
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About the newest update about me:
No I didn't give up at all! Instead I am working out these days.
I argued with MSL yesterday because he got angry with me having talked about how he shouldn't have done this or that for multiple times so that he couldn't stand it and quarrelled with me.
I also have to say sorry to @MSL, because I didn't know you were already being enduring me for talking about the same things you shouldn't have done continually to make you feel annoyed and irritated. I should've known talking these will make my interlocutors shamed and annoyed. I really feel sorry, and I didn't give up working out because of that quarrel.
If you still want to befriend me on QQ, contact me and I will pass your application.
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Yes, I didn't want to make a topic about it because I was thinking that mister Zhang will rethink what happened and will say at least a "sorry") which he did now actually. That's a decent move, so I forgive him.
Now, to avoid misunderstandings, I will tell you what we had as problems:
1. He thinks that my tone sounds "parental." when I tell him to geo-maxx (later I stopped to mention the geo-maxxing). Yesterday he again mentioned this tone of mine (which is not on purpose, I just talk to everyone like that, but never heard that I sound "parental".)
The solution I suggested is to stop chatting about all those geomaxxes', incels' , forums' and other topics that make him feel discomfortable.
2. Because yesterday he brought back the geomaxx topic, forum topic, etc., I got mad, just because he didn't keep our agreement about it.
3. He is not liking some of you and I also don't like everybody here, but the difference is that I don't speak "all", I have "differential thinking" when it comes to summarize, conclude, etc. For example, I hate Putin and Xi, but I don't hate all Russians or all Chinese.
(Here, I want to use the chance to offer all of you to say a sorry to him for all that felt wrong. Let's show him that we are generous and we can forgive a person who said sorry here too.)
4. I will re-add him soon on QQ, once I feel free because as you know, I spend a lot of time for the food stuff (to find it cheaper or free, to wash it very well, to take care of the hygiene at home, to sport and to learn something new every day.) My life is better now, than when I was in China (after it became Xi-na), but still full of challenges - not enough income online, failed shop offline, my father didn't keep his word and wants to give his flat to his gf, which puts me in a dangerous situation (because now I have no own property), no need to mention the local cheater who stole my 100.76 dollars.
In my private chats I avoid to repeat these problems because it's annoying. I repeat here to make it clear, to remind you again, why I only focus in the important stuff first and can't chat again and again about one and the same topics online.
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Yes, I didn't want to make a topic about it because I was thinking that mister Zhang will rethink what happened and will say at least a "sorry") which he did now actually. That's a decent move, so I forgive him.
Now, to avoid misunderstandings, I will tell you what we had as problems:
1. He thinks that my tone sounds "parental." when I tell him to geo-maxx (later I stopped to mention the geo-maxxing). Yesterday he again mentioned this tone of mine (which is not on purpose, I just talk to everyone like that, but never heard that I sound "parental".)
The solution I suggested is to stop chatting about all those geomaxxes', incels' , forums' and other topics that make him feel discomfortable.
2. Because yesterday he brought back the geomaxx topic, forum topic, etc., I got mad, just because he didn't keep our agreement about it.
3. He is not liking some of you and I also don't like everybody here, but the difference is that I don't speak "all", I have "differential thinking" when it comes to summarize, conclude, etc. For example, I hate Putin and Xi, but I don't hate all Russians or all Chinese.
(Here, I want to use the chance to offer all of you to say a sorry to him for all that felt wrong. Let's show him that we are generous and we can forgive a person who said sorry here too.)
4. I will re-add him soon on QQ, once I feel free because as you know, I spend a lot of time for the food stuff (to find it cheaper or free, to wash it very well, to take care of the hygiene at home, to sport and to learn something new every day.) My life is better now, than when I was in China (after it became Xi-na), but still full of challenges - not enough income online, failed shop offline, my father didn't keep his word and wants to give his flat to his gf, which puts me in a dangerous situation (because now I have no own property), no need to mention the local cheater who stole my 100.76 dollars.
In my private chats I avoid to repeat these problems because it's annoying. I repeat here to make it clear, to remind you again, why I only focus in the important stuff first and can't chat again and again about one and the same topics online.
Yeah just didn't know mentioning the forum and geomaxxing etc. again would make you irritated(I really didn't know... I knew I had to mention any of them when it was REALLY NECESSARY but still got him mad which was totally out of my expectation...). I was even thinking if yesteday something bad happened to you so that you got unexpectedly irritated.
Yeah and it was also my fault to say 'the forum' instead of xxx, yyy, zzz, and etc., which would irritate people who didn't even implicate the whole story... But this is not something related to my thinking. This is just my habit. I will change this bad habit.(For the same reason I said 'The CCP' instead of 'Xi')
About some of the forumers including Alexa and so on, what made me irritated to say the words such as 'retarded' and which are offensive and infuriating is that regardless of MSL having suggested to stop talking anything about the memory the slandering the glass-heartedness, there were still people who came to talk about how unstable I was, but later on I realized they didn't realize I just neglected the boss's problem.
And to clarify, what made me feel 'parental' is not talking about Cambodia or geomaxxing but the tone(there is a difference between 'talking about geomaxxing' and 'talking about geomaxxing in a parental tone'. I don't dislike the former but I dislike the latter. You can of course talk about geomaxxing but not talk about how important it is to me for multiple times which indicates a parental tone. I don't need to be educated that much.
You can say 'it's important to geomax. China is now in danger' to me for once or twice, but when you can talk about it for like 4-5 times, it will make me annoyed and makes me feel parental. I don't think you had talked about this stuff to everyone else for that many times innit?
Like, you are doing the food stuff. If I tell you 'Oh it's better to package 7-8 sushis in a box than packaging 10 sushis in a box'(just an example. Don't get down to telling me whether it is true) for once or twice, of course you will feel I am helpful, but what about 'Oh gosh please package 6-7 sushis in a box! Why are you still packaging 10 sushis???' or repeating the former sentence for like 4-5 times? I don't think you will still feel warm-hearted. It's not my personality that is weird or eccentric. I was really surprised that I needed to clarify it tbh.
I can't think of other reasons instead of the cultural differences. E.Asians indeed care about tone, feelings, expression, etc.. For Japaneses even to your boss if you don't use 'Keigo' you will get registered.
Yeah I can relate to what 100.76 dollars mean to you... I am really sorry that the cheater has yet to get the justice... One thing(i.e, I am not extolling totalitarianism or Xiism) that totalitarianism has better is nomocracy. If you got cheated 100.76 dollars in Shanghai the cheater could get the justice like within one week.
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About the memory, no, I am not obsessed with my memory at all. Neither do I feel inferior about it nor I think I am bad at it. I always think I am good at it otherwise I would not get mad when Non-SEO and MSL said how my memory was bad and MSL even misthought I had Amnesia lol, but what made me mad is Non-SEO's sesquipedalian misprojection including I having had checked the pill list but I having forgot the whole content afterwards. This is insufferable to me, and to my surprise when I talked about it was wrong to do so, no one understood and instead thought I was glass-hearted?? Well imo it's understandable to everyone because when you misproject about one person a lot, of course it will make him mad. So, please be clear about the real thing that made me mad, instead of still misthinking I was obsessed with my memory(I am kinda obsessed with my own intelligence however, but I think it is not high enough. It is at the Gifted level but I want it to be at the Very Gifted level and if it was higher it would be better)
About whether I lied to you that MSL agreed to lock my three threads, again, I just misunderstood. Tbh thinking I am dishonest is even more irritating to me than thinking I am bad-memoryed or having Amnesia. I really hate to be thought of as a dishonest liar or a bad person. Please don't call me as a liar or smth like that, if you want our relationship to restore.
About having felt annoyed by shouting about my changing my username and pfp, yeah again I was false to misunderstand it as 'surveilance'. It was just a well-intented caring behaviour, but tbh I really don't like it... I don't like being noticed about my changing username or pfp at all. Maybe this is also due to the cultural differences, but if you really want to do so, I won't get irritated ever again.
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About the memory, no, I am not obsessed with my memory at all. Neither do I feel inferior about it nor I think I am bad at it. I always think I am good at it otherwise I would not get mad when Non-SEO and MSL said how my memory was bad and MSL even misthought I had Amnesia lol, but what made me mad is Non-SEO's sesquipedalian misprojection including I having had checked the pill list but I having forgot the whole content afterwards. This is insufferable to me, and to my surprise when I talked about it was wrong to do so, no one understood and instead thought I was glass-hearted?? Well imo it's understandable to everyone because when you misproject about one person a lot, of course it will make him mad. So, please be clear about the real thing that made me mad, instead of still misthinking I was obsessed with my memory(I am kinda obsessed with my own intelligence however, but I think it is not high enough. It is at the Gifted level but I want it to be at the Very Gifted level and if it was higher it would be better)
About whether I lied to you that MSL agreed to lock my three threads, again, I just misunderstood. Tbh thinking I am dishonest is even more irritating to me than thinking I am bad-memoryed or having Amnesia. I really hate to be thought of as a dishonest liar or a bad person. Please don't call me as a liar or smth like that, if you want our relationship to restore.
About having felt annoyed by shouting about my changing my username and pfp, yeah again I was false to misunderstand it as 'surveilance'. It was just a well-intented caring behaviour, but tbh I really don't like it... I don't like being noticed about my changing username or pfp at all. Maybe this is also due to the cultural differences, but if you really want to do so, I won't get irritated ever again.
About being glass-hearted, this is another thing that makes me feel pale... and even when it means I can't stand being called soyish or smth like that, it really makes me feel misundestood a lot.
I've even been said to kms quickly because I am not only short but also studying in a non-governmental regular university by a troller online, have you ever faced that? It didn't drive me to kms because I was not glass-hearted at all.
The break-up with my best loved girl, my first ex didn't drive me to kms either, because I was not glass-heated at all. A troller calling me a midget/manlet didn't even keep my mind bound to it at all, just because I was not glass-hearted at all, and so on.
Calling me soyish or smth like that is actually just a breeze to me, so, I am not glass-hearted, and what made me feel angry are other things.
About my familial situation now... we are still living in my hometown, and the judge told us before 7/15 she would 200% solve the huggery. Okay I trust her... And, what is a good news to us is that, the total demolitional fees will be $1, 545, 714.28571! Because all of my ffffffffffffffffffff relatives either do not have a 'welfare-oriented public house' 福利分房 or are not a co-occupant, and the father of one of them was verified as not an 'educated youth', and that house is a public house 公房, so it is not my paternal grandparents' legacy, and since law is 'inhumane', neither of them will get any dividend of the total demolitional fees. Thus we can get all of them, namely $1, 545, 714.28571.
But, what is bad about the whole story is that, that house is actually worth significantly higher than even $2, 857, 143 or even higher! Because that house is located at the best location all over the whole Shanghai, and even the Band is worse than it! Yeah although it is old(it's a house built even before 1949...), broken and the living area of it is only around 80 m²... it is just worth so high, because of its location. But, the government deflated the appraised value of this house by EXTREMELY A LOT! They deflated it to only $742, 857 or so... to earn big money from the demolition. So you can see how evil Xi is. There are way worse stories about demolition in Shanghai and you can know them via Ytb.
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About the memory, no, I am not obsessed with my memory at all. Neither do I feel inferior about it nor I think I am bad at it. I always think I am good at it otherwise I would not get mad when Non-SEO and MSL said how my memory was bad and MSL even misthought I had Amnesia lol, but what made me mad is Non-SEO's sesquipedalian misprojection including I having had checked the pill list but I having forgot the whole content afterwards. This is insufferable to me, and to my surprise when I talked about it was wrong to do so, no one understood and instead thought I was glass-hearted?? Well imo it's understandable to everyone because when you misproject about one person a lot, of course it will make him mad. So, please be clear about the real thing that made me mad, instead of still misthinking I was obsessed with my memory(I am kinda obsessed with my own intelligence however, but I think it is not high enough. It is at the Gifted level but I want it to be at the Very Gifted level and if it was higher it would be better)
About whether I lied to you that MSL agreed to lock my three threads, again, I just misunderstood. Tbh thinking I am dishonest is even more irritating to me than thinking I am bad-memoryed or having Amnesia. I really hate to be thought of as a dishonest liar or a bad person. Please don't call me as a liar or smth like that, if you want our relationship to restore.
About having felt annoyed by shouting about my changing my username and pfp, yeah again I was false to misunderstand it as 'surveilance'. It was just a well-intented caring behaviour, but tbh I really don't like it... I don't like being noticed about my changing username or pfp at all. Maybe this is also due to the cultural differences, but if you really want to do so, I won't get irritated ever again.
About being glass-hearted, this is another thing that makes me feel pale... and even when it means I can't stand being called soyish or smth like that, it really makes me feel misundestood a lot.
I've even been said to kms quickly because I am not only short but also studying in a non-governmental regular university by a troller online, have you ever faced that? It didn't drive me to kms because I was not glass-hearted at all.
The break-up with my best loved girl, my first ex didn't drive me to kms either, because I was not glass-heated at all. A troller calling me a midget/manlet didn't even keep my mind bound to it at all, just because I was not glass-hearted at all, and so on.
Calling me soyish or smth like that is actually just a breeze to me, so, I am not glass-hearted, and what made me feel angry are other things.
About my familial situation now... we are still living in my hometown, and the judge told us before 7/15 she would 200% solve the huggery. Okay I trust her... And, what is a good news to us is that, the total demolitional fees will be $1, 545, 714.28571! Because all of my ffffffffffffffffffff relatives either do not have a 'welfare-oriented public house' 福利分房 or are not a co-occupant, and the father of one of them was verified as not an 'educated youth', and that house is a public house 公房, so it is not my paternal grandparents' legacy, and since law is 'inhumane', neither of them will get any dividend of the total demolitional fees. Thus we can get all of them, namely $1, 545, 714.28571.
But, what is bad about the whole story is that, that house is actually worth significantly higher than even $2, 857, 143 or even higher! Because that house is located at the best location all over the whole Shanghai, and even the Band is worse than it! Yeah although it is old(it's a house built even before 1949...), broken and the living area of it is only around 80 m²... it is just worth so high, because of its location. But, the government deflated the appraised value of this house by EXTREMELY A LOT! They deflated it to only $742, 857 or so... to earn big money from the demolition. So you can see how evil Xi is. There are way worse stories about demolition in Shanghai and you can know them via Ytb.
"do not have" → "have".
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About the memory, no, I am not obsessed with my memory at all. Neither do I feel inferior about it nor I think I am bad at it. I always think I am good at it otherwise I would not get mad when Non-SEO and MSL said how my memory was bad and MSL even misthought I had Amnesia lol, but what made me mad is Non-SEO's sesquipedalian misprojection including I having had checked the pill list but I having forgot the whole content afterwards. This is insufferable to me, and to my surprise when I talked about it was wrong to do so, no one understood and instead thought I was glass-hearted?? Well imo it's understandable to everyone because when you misproject about one person a lot, of course it will make him mad. So, please be clear about the real thing that made me mad, instead of still misthinking I was obsessed with my memory(I am kinda obsessed with my own intelligence however, but I think it is not high enough. It is at the Gifted level but I want it to be at the Very Gifted level and if it was higher it would be better)
About whether I lied to you that MSL agreed to lock my three threads, again, I just misunderstood. Tbh thinking I am dishonest is even more irritating to me than thinking I am bad-memoryed or having Amnesia. I really hate to be thought of as a dishonest liar or a bad person. Please don't call me as a liar or smth like that, if you want our relationship to restore.
About having felt annoyed by shouting about my changing my username and pfp, yeah again I was false to misunderstand it as 'surveilance'. It was just a well-intented caring behaviour, but tbh I really don't like it... I don't like being noticed about my changing username or pfp at all. Maybe this is also due to the cultural differences, but if you really want to do so, I won't get irritated ever again.
About being glass-hearted, this is another thing that makes me feel pale... and even when it means I can't stand being called soyish or smth like that, it really makes me feel misundestood a lot.
I've even been said to kms quickly because I am not only short but also studying in a non-governmental regular university by a troller online, have you ever faced that? It didn't drive me to kms because I was not glass-hearted at all.
The break-up with my best loved girl, my first ex didn't drive me to kms either, because I was not glass-heated at all. A troller calling me a midget/manlet didn't even keep my mind bound to it at all, just because I was not glass-hearted at all, and so on.
Calling me soyish or smth like that is actually just a breeze to me, so, I am not glass-hearted, and what made me feel angry are other things.
About my familial situation now... we are still living in my hometown, and the judge told us before 7/15 she would 200% solve the huggery. Okay I trust her... And, what is a good news to us is that, the total demolitional fees will be $1, 545, 714.28571! Because all of my ffffffffffffffffffff relatives either do not have a 'welfare-oriented public house' 福利分房 or are not a co-occupant, and the father of one of them was verified as not an 'educated youth', and that house is a public house 公房, so it is not my paternal grandparents' legacy, and since law is 'inhumane', neither of them will get any dividend of the total demolitional fees. Thus we can get all of them, namely $1, 545, 714.28571.
But, what is bad about the whole story is that, that house is actually worth significantly higher than even $2, 857, 143 or even higher! Because that house is located at the best location all over the whole Shanghai, and even the Band is worse than it! Yeah although it is old(it's a house built even before 1949...), broken and the living area of it is only around 80 m²... it is just worth so high, because of its location. But, the government deflated the appraised value of this house by EXTREMELY A LOT! They deflated it to only $742, 857 or so... to earn big money from the demolition. So you can see how evil Xi is. There are way worse stories about demolition in Shanghai and you can know them via Ytb.
"neither" → "none"
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About the memory, no, I am not obsessed with my memory at all. Neither do I feel inferior about it nor I think I am bad at it. I always think I am good at it otherwise I would not get mad when Non-SEO and MSL said how my memory was bad and MSL even misthought I had Amnesia lol, but what made me mad is Non-SEO's sesquipedalian misprojection including I having had checked the pill list but I having forgot the whole content afterwards. This is insufferable to me, and to my surprise when I talked about it was wrong to do so, no one understood and instead thought I was glass-hearted?? Well imo it's understandable to everyone because when you misproject about one person a lot, of course it will make him mad. So, please be clear about the real thing that made me mad, instead of still misthinking I was obsessed with my memory(I am kinda obsessed with my own intelligence however, but I think it is not high enough. It is at the Gifted level but I want it to be at the Very Gifted level and if it was higher it would be better)
About whether I lied to you that MSL agreed to lock my three threads, again, I just misunderstood. Tbh thinking I am dishonest is even more irritating to me than thinking I am bad-memoryed or having Amnesia. I really hate to be thought of as a dishonest liar or a bad person. Please don't call me as a liar or smth like that, if you want our relationship to restore.
About having felt annoyed by shouting about my changing my username and pfp, yeah again I was false to misunderstand it as 'surveilance'. It was just a well-intented caring behaviour, but tbh I really don't like it... I don't like being noticed about my changing username or pfp at all. Maybe this is also due to the cultural differences, but if you really want to do so, I won't get irritated ever again.
About being glass-hearted, this is another thing that makes me feel pale... and even when it means I can't stand being called soyish or smth like that, it really makes me feel misundestood a lot.
I've even been said to kms quickly because I am not only short but also studying in a non-governmental regular university by a troller online, have you ever faced that? It didn't drive me to kms because I was not glass-hearted at all.
The break-up with my best loved girl, my first ex didn't drive me to kms either, because I was not glass-heated at all. A troller calling me a midget/manlet didn't even keep my mind bound to it at all, just because I was not glass-hearted at all, and so on.
Calling me soyish or smth like that is actually just a breeze to me, so, I am not glass-hearted, and what made me feel angry are other things.
About my familial situation now... we are still living in my hometown, and the judge told us before 7/15 she would 200% solve the huggery. Okay I trust her... And, what is a good news to us is that, the total demolitional fees will be $1, 545, 714.28571! Because all of my ffffffffffffffffffff relatives either do not have a 'welfare-oriented public house' 福利分房 or are not a co-occupant, and the father of one of them was verified as not an 'educated youth', and that house is a public house 公房, so it is not my paternal grandparents' legacy, and since law is 'inhumane', neither of them will get any dividend of the total demolitional fees. Thus we can get all of them, namely $1, 545, 714.28571.
But, what is bad about the whole story is that, that house is actually worth significantly higher than even $2, 857, 143 or even higher! Because that house is located at the best location all over the whole Shanghai, and even the Band is worse than it! Yeah although it is old(it's a house built even before 1949...), broken and the living area of it is only around 80 m²... it is just worth so high, because of its location. But, the government deflated the appraised value of this house by EXTREMELY A LOT! They deflated it to only $742, 857 or so... to earn big money from the demolition. So you can see how evil Xi is. There are way worse stories about demolition in Shanghai and you can know them via Ytb.
I still want to supplement the house thing. Actually my paternal grandparents were not 'indigenous Shanghaieses', who actually fleed the disaster respectively from Qidong City in Jiangsu Province and from Jiaxing City in Zhejiang Province, and started a dim sum shop when they were 18 y.o which was a very successful one and named after my paternal grandpa's name, after they bought the house(back then, luckily the housing price was way way lower than today...). After the house was 'publicized' with a compensative fee of tens of thousands of rmbs and the shop was confiscated by the CCP, my grandparents were also arranged into a food company and my grandpa's salary was extremely high——90+ rmbs per month(back then the average salary of Xujiahui was only several rmbs) and grandma's was 60/70 rmbs per month.
They reproduced 13 children, one of which was just my father. My father was also a very successful business man who started the shops including a fruit shop who had deposited hundreds of thousands of rmbs back in 1998 or 1999! But to successfully divorce his first wife who couldn't reproduce, he 'sent' her hundreds of thousands of rmbs with his shops, so that my parents gotta start a restaurant after they had been working as respectively a receptionist(before or after she had had been working as a cook) and a bartender in a department, and they were earning like around 30000 rmbs per month by operating that restaurant, and have deposited significantly more than 500, 000 rmbs, and then like only 20000 rmbs per month because the front store was sold because of the business loss(470, 000 rmbs). And finally that house got demolited.
To sell that house, we need all of the co-occupants to agree with it, so either will they agree but you have to give them some dividend or they just won't agree... before my paternal grandparents and my oldest uncle passed away(because all of them were the co-occupants). But even after all of them passed away, no one would buy this shitty house with such much money. Don't forget this house is worth significantly more than 20, 000, 000 rmbs or even more! Who will spend so much money to buy that kind of house?? And no one even wanted to rent this house which is so shitty.(And don't say 'just furnish it'... That's way too unrealistic) So that's why we were 'trapped' in such a bad plight... luckily it was demolited.
The reason why there are so many old buildings and houses in Shanghai particularly in the urban areas is that you have to demolite with extremely very much money, because the housing price of Shanghai is very very high! Just imagine you have to spend 70, 000, 000 yo 80, 000, 000 or even more to demolite a broken Long Tang 弄堂! Well the price of a house is mainly dependent of the location, and that's why that house can be worth so high as though old and broken it is...
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About the memory, no, I am not obsessed with my memory at all. Neither do I feel inferior about it nor I think I am bad at it. I always think I am good at it otherwise I would not get mad when Non-SEO and MSL said how my memory was bad and MSL even misthought I had Amnesia lol, but what made me mad is Non-SEO's sesquipedalian misprojection including I having had checked the pill list but I having forgot the whole content afterwards. This is insufferable to me, and to my surprise when I talked about it was wrong to do so, no one understood and instead thought I was glass-hearted?? Well imo it's understandable to everyone because when you misproject about one person a lot, of course it will make him mad. So, please be clear about the real thing that made me mad, instead of still misthinking I was obsessed with my memory(I am kinda obsessed with my own intelligence however, but I think it is not high enough. It is at the Gifted level but I want it to be at the Very Gifted level and if it was higher it would be better)
About whether I lied to you that MSL agreed to lock my three threads, again, I just misunderstood. Tbh thinking I am dishonest is even more irritating to me than thinking I am bad-memoryed or having Amnesia. I really hate to be thought of as a dishonest liar or a bad person. Please don't call me as a liar or smth like that, if you want our relationship to restore.
About having felt annoyed by shouting about my changing my username and pfp, yeah again I was false to misunderstand it as 'surveilance'. It was just a well-intented caring behaviour, but tbh I really don't like it... I don't like being noticed about my changing username or pfp at all. Maybe this is also due to the cultural differences, but if you really want to do so, I won't get irritated ever again.
About being glass-hearted, this is another thing that makes me feel pale... and even when it means I can't stand being called soyish or smth like that, it really makes me feel misundestood a lot.
I've even been said to kms quickly because I am not only short but also studying in a non-governmental regular university by a troller online, have you ever faced that? It didn't drive me to kms because I was not glass-hearted at all.
The break-up with my best loved girl, my first ex didn't drive me to kms either, because I was not glass-heated at all. A troller calling me a midget/manlet didn't even keep my mind bound to it at all, just because I was not glass-hearted at all, and so on.
Calling me soyish or smth like that is actually just a breeze to me, so, I am not glass-hearted, and what made me feel angry are other things.
About my familial situation now... we are still living in my hometown, and the judge told us before 7/15 she would 200% solve the huggery. Okay I trust her... And, what is a good news to us is that, the total demolitional fees will be $1, 545, 714.28571! Because all of my ffffffffffffffffffff relatives either do not have a 'welfare-oriented public house' 福利分房 or are not a co-occupant, and the father of one of them was verified as not an 'educated youth', and that house is a public house 公房, so it is not my paternal grandparents' legacy, and since law is 'inhumane', neither of them will get any dividend of the total demolitional fees. Thus we can get all of them, namely $1, 545, 714.28571.
But, what is bad about the whole story is that, that house is actually worth significantly higher than even $2, 857, 143 or even higher! Because that house is located at the best location all over the whole Shanghai, and even the Band is worse than it! Yeah although it is old(it's a house built even before 1949...), broken and the living area of it is only around 80 m²... it is just worth so high, because of its location. But, the government deflated the appraised value of this house by EXTREMELY A LOT! They deflated it to only $742, 857 or so... to earn big money from the demolition. So you can see how evil Xi is. There are way worse stories about demolition in Shanghai and you can know them via Ytb.
I still want to supplement the house thing. Actually my paternal grandparents were not 'indigenous Shanghaieses', who actually fleed the disaster respectively from Qidong City in Jiangsu Province and from Jiaxing City in Zhejiang Province, and started a dim sum shop when they were 18 y.o which was a very successful one and named after my paternal grandpa's name, after they bought the house(back then, luckily the housing price was way way lower than today...). After the house was 'publicized' with a compensative fee of tens of thousands of rmbs and the shop was confiscated by the CCP, my grandparents were also arranged into a food company and my grandpa's salary was extremely high——90+ rmbs per month(back then the average salary of Xujiahui was only several rmbs) and grandma's was 60/70 rmbs per month.
They reproduced 13 children, one of which was just my father. My father was also a very successful business man who started the shops including a fruit shop who had deposited hundreds of thousands of rmbs back in 1998 or 1999! But to successfully divorce his first wife who couldn't reproduce, he 'sent' her hundreds of thousands of rmbs with his shops, so that my parents gotta start a restaurant after they had been working as respectively a receptionist(before or after she had had been working as a cook) and a bartender in a department, and they were earning like around 30000 rmbs per month by operating that restaurant, and have deposited significantly more than 500, 000 rmbs, and then like only 20000 rmbs per month because the front store was sold because of the business loss(470, 000 rmbs). And finally that house got demolited.
To sell that house, we need all of the co-occupants to agree with it, so either will they agree but you have to give them some dividend or they just won't agree... before my paternal grandparents and my oldest uncle passed away(because all of them were the co-occupants). But even after all of them passed away, no one would buy this shitty house with such much money. Don't forget this house is worth significantly more than 20, 000, 000 rmbs or even more! Who will spend so much money to buy that kind of house?? And no one even wanted to rent this house which is so shitty.(And don't say 'just furnish it'... That's way too unrealistic) So that's why we were 'trapped' in such a bad plight... luckily it was demolited.
The reason why there are so many old buildings and houses in Shanghai particularly in the urban areas is that you have to demolite with extremely very much money, because the housing price of Shanghai is very very high! Just imagine you have to spend 70, 000, 000 yo 80, 000, 000 or even more to demolite a broken Long Tang 弄堂! Well the price of a house is mainly dependent of the location, and that's why that house can be worth so high as though old and broken it is...
Someone may be wondering whether I as well as my mom suffered any loss because our lack of Shanghai registration. Not at all! Instead, I was being benefitted because my mom did not have Shanghai registration!
Because my father was not working in a unit, he was verified as a 'jobless' person so that all of us could enjoy all of the welfares a person with Shanghai registration can enjoy, and because my mom did not have it, I could be having lunch since my primary school FOR FREE! And I also could be studying in Shanghai because of the updated policy. And after we buy a house afterwards, I will have Shanghai registration and be enjoying the 'Wu Xin' 五薪 as a person who is working.
And actually my and my mom actually can get Shanghai registration way earlier by my father applying for an economically affordable house, but he learned from the street office(he had a good relationship with the street officers) that if he applied for one, it would negatively influence on the future demolition so he did not apply for one, which is a very right move.
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I decided to ignore you forever and ever but these words were touching. I also do apologize for all I really did wrong.
By the way, around 50% of this forum is composed of Chinese mainlanders (aka 大陆人）if you you pointing to the cultures.
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I decided to ignore you forever and ever but these words were touching. I also do apologize for all I really did wrong.
By the way, around 50% of this forum is composed of Chinese mainlanders (aka 大陆人）if you you pointing to the cultures.
Well, I didn't know that around 50% of this forum was composed to mainlanders, and everyone I've contacted with is not a mainlander, but a Russian(MSL, Nadia, and another girl.. I can't type her name) or else.
I even think one of the reasons why all of the mainlanders here except me are not active at all is the cultural differences.
I also forgot to say that, there were also cultural differences across the regions of China. Maybe Northerns are way closer to you.
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MSL and the rest mentioned above are NOT Russian. They are Bulgarian (保加利亚人）. We already talked about it before. :D
“英语课” is a Chinese southern, the rest, they may choose to share or not.
Kitsune's from Norway.
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宝贝儿，as a northern representative I'd say that there are plenty of very rude and explosive northern men (and women too) there 🉑...
I sent you long time ago messages in Chinese language and some Chinese photos, but you, surely, forgot them. It's not the point (don't think we criticize your memory anymore) - the point is that we really told you all those things: that you got 10 years old body (before the gymmaxxing), that you better should follow our example and to gymmaxx, that most of the Shwnghaiese females doesn't suit you, that you better buy your drinks and food by yourself, don't let your bluepilled papa to ruin up your diet and blah-blah, blah-blah ONLY out of concern.
Now you may feel I sound "maternal" but it's not the intention. And you can be sure that I don't want to be like a mama for you if you recheck your messages. When you need more nudes for a good phosical satisfaction just drop me a PM. It's a solid prove that I don't see you as my son, but I read carefully everything what you write, even your signatures (no paranoia thought, please!) :D :P :)
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MSL and the rest mentioned above are NOT Russian. They are Bulgarian (保加利亚人）. We already talked about it before. :D
“英语课” is a Chinese southern, the rest, they may choose to share or not.
Kitsune's from Norway.
Oh look I was mentioned.
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Of course you are mentioned because you are ond of the best forumers here and because you are a sexy young woman! Yo!
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@ricecel, k bro, you got it. God will forgive you your sins. I am not cross to you anymore but hope you never report me fakely again! K?
Now after the sorry forum, God bless you sh@t, let's get straight to the problem:
1/ you are not giving up your gymmaxx and even tho the trainer blocked you, you got the power to apologize! That's cool. It shows your internal warrior mentality! Not kidding, respect.
2/ Bro, what the bloody hell about that Shanghai stuff? What benefits and whatever? Don't you read the news? It's said that in 3 years Xinnie the Pooh will be totally ready to invade Taiwan. Uncle Joe said he will send troops against China, the Orange hair man (Trump) said he will be bombing Beijing.
Phillipines, Taiwan, Japan, USA, Australia, New Zealand and maybe more will form a strong coalition and you will be just a cannon fodder for them... So what the bloody hell you are talking about??? Don't you say you were Japan-maxxing or something? J-pop maxx maxx?
To show you my serious responsibility I can help you with your immigration when you are ready. Not sure about Japan but other states for sure.
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宝贝儿，as a northern representative I'd say that there are plenty of very rude and explosive northern men (and women too) there 🉑...
I sent you long time ago messages in Chinese language and some Chinese photos, but you, surely, forgot them. It's not the point (don't think we criticize your memory anymore) - the point is that we really told you all those things: that you got 10 years old body (before the gymmaxxing), that you better should follow our example and to gymmaxx, that most of the Shwnghaiese females doesn't suit you, that you better buy your drinks and food by yourself, don't let your bluepilled papa to ruin up your diet and blah-blah, blah-blah ONLY out of concern.
Now you may feel I sound "maternal" but it's not the intention. And you can be sure that I don't want to be like a mama for you if you recheck your messages. When you need more nudes for a good phosical satisfaction just drop me a PM. It's a solid prove that I don't see you as my son, but I read carefully everything what you write, even your signatures (no paranoia thought, please!) :D :P :)
Not that I forgot but I just checked your photo which you took nearby West Lake with your contact and neglected the other messages, except those which called me '小笨蛋' because I didn't recognize you as a girl by your name(yeah I thought Alexa was a girl's name lol), so sorry for having neglected the other messages.
And no I don't feel you are maternal at all, but I still have to clarify that my father is neither 'bluepilled' nor regulating my diet. Just don't think that way again. My father is very normal.
Of course you can check my signature and that will not make me feel surveiled.
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@ricecel, k bro, you got it. God will forgive you your sins. I am not cross to you anymore but hope you never report me fakely again! K?
Now after the sorry forum, God bless you sh@t, let's get straight to the problem:
1/ you are not giving up your gymmaxx and even tho the trainer blocked you, you got the power to apologize! That's cool. It shows your internal warrior mentality! Not kidding, respect.
2/ Bro, what the bloody hell about that Shanghai stuff? What benefits and whatever? Don't you read the news? It's said that in 3 years Xinnie the Pooh will be totally ready to invade Taiwan. Uncle Joe said he will send troops against China, the Orange hair man (Trump) said he will be bombing Beijing.
Phillipines, Taiwan, Japan, USA, Australia, New Zealand and maybe more will form a strong coalition and you will be just a cannon fodder for them... So what the bloody hell you are talking about??? Don't you say you were Japan-maxxing or something? J-pop maxx maxx?
To show you my serious responsibility I can help you with your immigration when you are ready. Not sure about Japan but other states for sure.
Nah I am just talking about Shanghai without perceiving nowadays China(Xi's China) positively at all of course. Just to let you know the details. No other meanings.
And I've also offended you for multiple times. Sorry for that...
And okay if I have problems concerning immigration one day I will contact with you.
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Huadian, check it too, mentioned you there, without any offence, don't worry: Chinese and Japanese stuff (http://www.seo-forum-seo-luntan.com/else-topics/what-in-the-world/msg52559/#msg52559)
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Bro, you said your dad is not bluepilled. As for many dads are Bluepilled dads what is he then? If you got a Redpilled father you are helluva lucky dog! Is he? O Rd he's white pill or something purple?
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Bro, you said your dad is not bluepilled. As for many dads are Bluepilled dads what is he then? If you got a Redpilled father you are helluva lucky dog! Is he? O Rd he's white pill or something purple?
Tbh, I really don't know about my father very much. I just know he was a very successful businessman and is responsible for me. He is very good at socialization. That's all. Don't know about his sexual view, but he does not seem bluepillstic at all. Well I think he is very slightly redpilled, because once he noticed that I was obsessed with my first gf when I was in love with her and he said to me that money was what mattered to me, not a woman.
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Bro, you said your dad is not bluepilled. As for many dads are Bluepilled dads what is he then? If you got a Redpilled father you are helluva lucky dog! Is he? O Rd he's white pill or something purple?
Tbh, I really don't know about my father very much. I just know he was a very successful businessman and is responsible for me. He is very good at socialization. That's all. Don't know about his sexual view, but he does not seem bluepillstic at all. Well I think he is very slightly redpilled, because once he noticed that I was obsessed with my first gf when I was in love with her and he said to me that money was what mattered to me, not a woman.
Okay not just 'very slightly' he is just redpilled lol. And he also does not treat my mom as a baby like simps 舔狗 in China do.
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Yes, I had some unforgettable sexual experience around 西湖. That's true.
Most of the Chinese parents don't care you have or not a girlfriend only talk about money and education. And when you already become a 26-27 old virgin incel (or not) they will from nowhere to press you to get married or to suggest you blind dates with leftovers, land whales, single moms with two kids and so on. So much about the bluepilled Chinese parents.
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Yes, I had some unforgettable sexual experience around 西湖. That's true.
Most of the Chinese parents don't care you have or not a girlfriend only talk about money and education. And when you already become a 26-27 old virgin incel (or not) they will from nowhere to press you to get married or to suggest you blind dates with leftovers, land whales, single moms with two kids and so on. So much about the bluepilled Chinese parents.
Isn't that 'redpilled'? They don't totally disdain women but they just don't think they are as important as money or education.
And yeah, particularly for a shortcel like me and other x-cels who are outstanding in other things but very bad in one thing(for me, I am very bad in height...), blind dating is def a big no-no. Guess why a plethora of men get depressed after Xiang Qin? Their heights are so short so regardless of their advantages, they just get rejected! And a big portion of them become blackpillers believing height is everything, if you are a short man you are not man, etc...., just those blackpillistic ideologies you can see on bodybuilder and other shitty forums...
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No. I don't remember the full Redpill categorization and I feel dizzy because I got some fever 🥵 , thus can't link you anything about it but the basic of Red pill 💊 is that it says you can't only have good personality and to take showers, you need to improve your body too in order to get a chick. So most of the redpillers suggest softmaxx or hardmaxx ideas. For example if your parents are red pill oriented they will think not only about your major, job, business and personality but also about your body problems (why our son is 22 but no male like muscles? Let's buy him some gym tools to help him to look more like a true man! Oh, he is short! Let's help him to locationmaxx to a shorter land like Latin America, South Japan, South East Asia or India...) in a nutshell this is what redpillers do.
But they are an insignificant minority in China.
I see more redpillers abroad where they do care more about the sons physical development and from early age send them to train swimming, volleyball, karate, boxing, basketball, wrestling or something else.
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And kendo, MMA, tennis... too...
Hey, if you can't remember the pill jargon just remember this easy hack -- the red pill is the pill between the blue pill and the black pill. 👍
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No. I don't remember the full Redpill categorization and I feel dizzy because I got some fever 🥵 , thus can't link you anything about it but the basic of Red pill 💊 is that it says you can't only have good personality and to take showers, you need to improve your body too in order to get a chick. So most of the redpillers suggest softmaxx or hardmaxx ideas. For example if your parents are red pill oriented they will think not only about your major, job, business and personality but also about your body problems (why our son is 22 but no male like muscles? Let's buy him some gym tools to help him to look more like a true man! Oh, he is short! Let's help him to locationmaxx to a shorter land like Latin America, South Japan, South East Asia or India...) in a nutshell this is what redpillers do.
But they are an insignificant minority in China.
I see more redpillers abroad where they do care more about the sons physical development and from early age send them to train swimming, volleyball, karate, boxing, basketball, wrestling or something else.
Oh, then my father is bluepilled.
I want to talk something about physical development. Yeah in China redpilled parents are the very minority, and some dumb parents even get their kids HGH to make them grow taller, even though they are not dwarves! Like MSL said, it is really unsuggested to inject HGH to a kid if he is not a dwarf(like he is going to be 1.04m) for the sake of those horrible risks...
My father once talked about HGH. He thinks that it will make the injectees inable to live long. I think he is right to not have got me that shit...
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And kendo, MMA, tennis... too...
Hey, if you can't remember the pill jargon just remember this easy hack -- the red pill is the pill between the blue pill and the black pill. 👍
Okay thx. Then I myself am a redpiller lol, because I also think body also matters in getting a girl. Of course personality money blabblah matter but saying body does not matter at all is really a laughing stock.
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No. I don't remember the full Redpill categorization and I feel dizzy because I got some fever 🥵 , thus can't link you anything about it but the basic of Red pill 💊 is that it says you can't only have good personality and to take showers, you need to improve your body too in order to get a chick. So most of the redpillers suggest softmaxx or hardmaxx ideas. For example if your parents are red pill oriented they will think not only about your major, job, business and personality but also about your body problems (why our son is 22 but no male like muscles? Let's buy him some gym tools to help him to look more like a true man! Oh, he is short! Let's help him to locationmaxx to a shorter land like Latin America, South Japan, South East Asia or India...) in a nutshell this is what redpillers do.
But they are an insignificant minority in China.
I see more redpillers abroad where they do care more about the sons physical development and from early age send them to train swimming, volleyball, karate, boxing, basketball, wrestling or something else.
Oh, then my father is bluepilled.
I want to talk something about physical development. Yeah in China redpilled parents are the very minority, and some dumb parents even get their kids HGH to make them grow taller, even though they are not dwarves! Like MSL said, it is really unsuggested to inject HGH to a kid if he is not a dwarf(like he is going to be 1.04m) for the sake of those horrible risks...
My father once talked about HGH. He thinks that it will make the injectees inable to live long. I think he is right to not have got me that shit...
My mom does not even know HGH as it seems... She knows limb lengthening surgery idk why, so maybe she also holds the same opinion as my father's.
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No. I don't remember the full Redpill categorization and I feel dizzy because I got some fever 🥵 , thus can't link you anything about it but the basic of Red pill 💊 is that it says you can't only have good personality and to take showers, you need to improve your body too in order to get a chick. So most of the redpillers suggest softmaxx or hardmaxx ideas. For example if your parents are red pill oriented they will think not only about your major, job, business and personality but also about your body problems (why our son is 22 but no male like muscles? Let's buy him some gym tools to help him to look more like a true man! Oh, he is short! Let's help him to locationmaxx to a shorter land like Latin America, South Japan, South East Asia or India...) in a nutshell this is what redpillers do.
But they are an insignificant minority in China.
I see more redpillers abroad where they do care more about the sons physical development and from early age send them to train swimming, volleyball, karate, boxing, basketball, wrestling or something else.
Oh and, sorry to know you are running a fever... Well drinking hot water is the best remedy, though it has been misused as a meme to be humorous :D
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Hello there, Zhang!
You should know the strength to say sorry and be decent is appreciated but don't repeat your mistakes against because, as in a relationship, the power of the "sorry" is deflated the more often you use it.
To me the most important is the free speech to remain untouched.
And, of course, admirations for your stability in your gymmaxx resolution!
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Zhang, hi!
Of course we have to accept your sincere apologies and to give you another chance.
It's just very difficult to predict when and what may disturb you like what you gave us so far: a) someone is afraid your crazy dictator may start a war with the Philippines, Taiwan,... tells you better move away, don't be like all those pity stupid or poor Russians who died for Putin's madness in Ukraine but you personally perceived it as "parental" thing. Is that mean that when you ask for advice we should turn a blind eye because if we say "geomaxx", "moneymaxx", "socialmaxx" it makes us "parentally sounded"?
b) You made a mistake like forgetting MSL is a graduated philosopher or we're from Russia. If we point to it or to another mistake like "don't start to train at once so hard because you will get muscle pain" (and you really got it at the beginning because did didn't follow strictly the trainer's guidance), does all this made us abusing (overusing) our free speech rights? Of course not, we are here to debate and of you are talking about you so much (up to the degree what your father's connections are with the authorities in Shanghai, China) well then it's natural we to react or respond to all your life's issues that you share.
So, if you just stop overreacting it's a pleasure to communicate with you. I also suggest you some, let's call it, masturbation material from me, when you can't bear it anymore, drop me a pm and I will give you what we both can afford. 💋
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Of course you are mentioned because you are ond of the best forumers here and because you are a sexy young woman! Yo!
Of course, of course.
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Zhang, hi!
Of course we have to accept your sincere apologies and to give you another chance.
It's just very difficult to predict when and what may disturb you like what you gave us so far: a) someone is afraid your crazy dictator may start a war with the Philippines, Taiwan,... tells you better move away, don't be like all those pity stupid or poor Russians who died for Putin's madness in Ukraine but you personally perceived it as "parental" thing. Is that mean that when you ask for advice we should turn a blind eye because if we say "geomaxx", "moneymaxx", "socialmaxx" it makes us "parentally sounded"?
b) You made a mistake like forgetting MSL is a graduated philosopher or we're from Russia. If we point to it or to another mistake like "don't start to train at once so hard because you will get muscle pain" (and you really got it at the beginning because did didn't follow strictly the trainer's guidance), does all this made us abusing (overusing) our free speech rights? Of course not, we are here to debate and of you are talking about you so much (up to the degree what your father's connections are with the authorities in Shanghai, China) well then it's natural we to react or respond to all your life's issues that you share.
So, if you just stop overreacting it's a pleasure to communicate with you. I also suggest you some, let's call it, masturbation material from me, when you can't bear it anymore, drop me a pm and I will give you what we both can afford. 💋
Well of course I will not overact anymore! As for masturbating materials... I don't need them lol, but anyway thx.
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Okay. Just because you made me sort of rich, I can forgive you but it's not like I accept all. I want you to know that thanks to this forum you realized that you should leave the religions AND to gymmaxx AND to forget about the hard-maxxes. This forum saved your future life and made you healthy, strong, rich future self. So all I expected I'd gratitude.
As for the ban, you better don't ask for it because he likes to ban. 😉
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And one last thing: what's aquonut?
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Okay. Just because you made me sort of rich, I can forgive you but it's not like I accept all. I want you to know that thanks to this forum you realized that you should leave the religions AND to gymmaxx AND to forget about the hard-maxxes. This forum saved your future life and made you healthy, strong, rich future self. So all I expected I'd gratitude.
As for the ban, you better don't ask for it because he likes to ban. 😉
What things that I've done and are still making you angry? Just asking and if I can compensate I surely will!
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And one last thing: what's aquonut?
Emmm I made this username by blending American + Quora + Nut, then I get Aquonut.
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Hello there, Zhang!
You should know the strength to say sorry and be decent is appreciated but don't repeat your mistakes against because, as in a relationship, the power of the "sorry" is deflated the more often you use it.
To me the most important is the free speech to remain untouched.
And, of course, admirations for your stability in your gymmaxx resolution!
Yeah I know repetitive apologies are less powerful than a single apology, but I really need to do it otherwise our relationships could not restore! Of course now you can speak whatever you want as long as you don't break any of the rules since I am putting myself in another shoes now.
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Okay. Just because you made me sort of rich, I can forgive you but it's not like I accept all. I want you to know that thanks to this forum you realized that you should leave the religions AND to gymmaxx AND to forget about the hard-maxxes. This forum saved your future life and made you healthy, strong, rich future self. So all I expected I'd gratitude.
As for the ban, you better don't ask for it because he likes to ban. 😉
What things that I've done and are still making you angry? Just asking and if I can compensate I surely will!
That gratitude thing only... I just imagine you after 15 years as a religious fatty uncle type body still single and incel if you didn't meet this forum. Now you're already sane, gymmaxxing and going to be a Chang after 1 year even! So, I thought you will be more grateful and that's all.
Now, just buy me a beer 🍻 and I am not angry anymore. 🫱🫲
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I re-added him but it's not like "Sorry, man! Let's go straight to the gymmaxx." The dear comrade Zhang (I call him "comrade" because he is against to call him “兄弟” /“bro"/) is still "mad" because... let me quote because it's too time consuming to rephrase his long messages:
He: One thing I have to say is that, although I apologized on the forum, I am still mad about you having slandered me as having lied that you agreed to lock my three threads which was totally to my big surprise because I thought you were smart enough to realize I didn't lie I just misunderstood(or are you still thinking I just lied?...), so if u want our relationship to restore please stop thinking of me that way and then we can keep normal conversations.
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also he: and my father is 100% normal, again, he is 100% normal
I am not surprised about the part with the lie (he needs to make people believe that he is the most honest comrade in the world) but it was kind of surprise that he thinks that somewhere I said his father is not normal, or abnormal, or crazy, or... you name it... I told him it's like a hallucination and challenged him to recheck all of our conversations.
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Your English is very good because you learned it in the university and you got TEFL and also many years of English teaching experience in China and abroad. But Zhang's English isn't perfect (even though it's not very bad too), so why don't you try to communicate with him in Chinese? You speak well Chinese and other 5 languages, so give him some slack. Use Chinese!
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Hehe, this is exactly what I did and do! I supposed that all the misunderstandings are because his incapable to understand my English well (he admitted by himself that his listening is not good and, I see, even his reading is not good enough to comprehend the meaning of some of my messages), so I started to use my Chinese (which is 自学的, but all of you, Chinese people, do understand it), but... it's also not enough for him because he wants to practice his English with me (for free 😂😆😂😆😂😆😂😆😂😆😂😆😂😆 :D !) and, usully, starts to crticize how not good or how funny, strange and so on is my Chinese. Of course, this is just his excuse to deflect thd topics and/or his method to make foregners to communcate with him only in English (to save money) and/or to hurt your feelings. Ha ha! Well, I am not so stupid so, surely, I am communicating with him in Chinese.
See by yourseves:
Me: 好的，因为你不太明白英文，我肯定要跟你用中文的。👌 你觉得我的中文不够好？哦，无所谓，其他中国人觉得我的中文比较好。
所以，同志，我从不说你的父亲是不正常。
你觉得我说了他不是正常的吗？幻觉还是？
看一下我们以前的聊天记录，如果我说了他是abnormal, not normal, crazy, 给我看看。但是如果没有，就要考虑看医生。😊👌
找不到了，是不是？“有点”像上次的那个问题-你“看到了”Ethnic incel 说单数的（“你”）,可是呢，他说了复数的（“全部的”）. ----------- 还是那个搞笑的，我和人家几次告诉了你我是欧洲的，保加利亚的 ，你还以为我和她们是俄国的。😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😅😅😅😅😅😅😅。。。。。。 难怪现在你“看过了”我说你的爸爸是"not normal". 😂🤣😅
How do you think?
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Of he forgot how he tried to make us believe that you said something that crazy like you will lock 3 topics when you promised him only 1, lol, let me refresh his memory with a link.
By the way, Zhang 同志， I Gay 同志， am forgiving you. If you need a link, let me know!
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Because I am a good and a gay man, I found this thread from before: here MSL told him clearly, in English, that he can "lock it" (it = one. Compare "lock them" = more than one) but Zhang tryed to confuse us with claiming that his close friend is so anti-free speech, that he will close THREE of the topics. Hahahaha! That was really a great embarrassing moment but it is good that MSL forgave him the lie and so we all do. Right, guys?
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Brocel, how many times already? If you apologize just let it go and stop bring"ing old problems as those how you tried to distort the reality in "1 is 3" style and then you expect we to think of you as the best frank, honest dude in the incelosphere... Or just day that your English sucks and you don't make any difference between "lock it" vs "lock three", "lock them" and we'll cut you a slack.
If you want to restore the trust why you brought back these?! Only to show again how good is your memory and how "many Russians" around you see? Stop it for your own sake, brocel. Let it go.
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He also doesn't remember who is Chinese here, it's not only Russian and non-Russian wrong memories... But it's alright, the nationalism and nationalities are useless... What's useful is that mister Zhang honey, won't lie again. Becoming a frank man is the greatest to start with. 😘
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Of course. If this topic is done, tell me and I will lock it
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I re-added him but it's not like "Sorry, man! Let's go straight to the gymmaxx." The dear comrade Zhang (I call him "comrade" because he is against to call him “兄弟” /“bro"/) is still "mad" because... let me quote because it's too time consuming to rephrase his long messages:
He: One thing I have to say is that, although I apologized on the forum, I am still mad about you having slandered me as having lied that you agreed to lock my three threads which was totally to my big surprise because I thought you were smart enough to realize I didn't lie I just misunderstood(or are you still thinking I just lied?...), so if u want our relationship to restore please stop thinking of me that way and then we can keep normal conversations.
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also he: and my father is 100% normal, again, he is 100% normal
I am not surprised about the part with the lie (he needs to make people believe that he is the most honest comrade in the world) but it was kind of surprise that he thinks that somewhere I said his father is not normal, or abnormal, or crazy, or... you name it... I told him it's like a hallucination and challenged him to recheck all of our conversations.
Yeah, it's my fault to have brought back the old problem again, because this problem is really irritating to me, like my ingratitude is still making SEO agnry, but I just needed to my irritation because I am not a liar, I was never one, and yeah, I indeed said you agreed to lock my three threads, but AGAIN, IT WAS JUST MISUNDERSTANDING, INSTEAD OF A PIECE OF LIAR, omg how many times I need to repeat it?
And I want you to communicate with me in English because your English is better than your Chinese and your Chinese is sometimes really confusing. I am not deliberately knocking you. Just a suggestion, but if you don't want to, it's your freedom.
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Brocel, how many times already? If you apologize just let it go and stop bring"ing old problems as those how you tried to distort the reality in "1 is 3" style and then you expect we to think of you as the best frank, honest dude in the incelosphere... Or just day that your English sucks and you don't make any difference between "lock it" vs "lock three", "lock them" and we'll cut you a slack.
If you want to restore the trust why you brought back these?! Only to show again how good is your memory and how "many Russians" around you see? Stop it for your own sake, brocel. Let it go.
I still remeber of course! But I need to tell MSL I was never a liar. I said it was more irritaing to me than misthinking me as a bad-memoryed person. I just can't communicate being thought of as a liar. Well, you can say I am too obsessed with my self-image though.
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He also doesn't remember who is Chinese here, it's not only Russian and non-Russian wrong memories... But it's alright, the nationalism and nationalities are useless... What's useful is that mister Zhang honey, won't lie again. Becoming a frank man is the greatest to start with. 😘
Again, not 'forgetting', but just never knowing. And NO, I NEVER LIED(your words seem to me that you think I lied on that agreement to lock my three topics or even else). Just misunderstood. Doesn't the replies of the original topic indicate that I just misunderstood? Read the replies after the screenshots carefully!
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Of course. If this topic is done, tell me and I will lock it
Yeah, if there will be still pointless arguments, you can just lock this topic since they will sidetrack the theme of this topic:apology...
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Bro, come on, what you "misunderstood"? You blatantly wanted to fool us all that the moderator agrees to lock all of your topics because you are afraid of the little girls here when they are challenging your self opinionated stuff.
You also reported with a fake link that ethnocel...
Don't know how arrogant one can be to make all of us fools and then to be like "oh, I am just poor in English and I didn't get the difference between all those singular and plural words!" Shhhhhh...
I am tryin' to be silent but you are challenging my nerves, broooooo...
You want a great image here, cool but it's not the way. Forgot your closest friend here is a graduated man, forgot his nationality, forgot the nationalitirs of the rest, and ups, "my memory is great!"
Fake reports against the ethnocel, fake messages than online the moderator said "three threads", and ups, "but it's just a misunderstanding, I am full of honesty!"
Where did you learn all those shallow tricks? Even CCP's lies are more processed.
Let boss lock this ridiculous thread and stop bulshiting in the other ones, if you are afraid of criticism, free speech, democracy and other nonCCP values.
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Alright, I am locking this one. If he feels there are problems in others that break the rules or something else, he will communicate face to face with me and wouldn't disturb you here publicly.