In English:
I haven’t forgotten your birthday — I just can’t bring myself to say “Happy Birthday.”
If I hadn’t managed to uncover the truth about your countless lies and betrayals, today I would have sent you $900 for the newest phone. Soon after, a few hundred more for New Year, then the same for Chinese New Year, a golden ring for Valentine’s Day, a diamond for your next birthday, and even a car for your graduation in 2027!
Luckily, your ex-boyfriend (and some of our mutual acquaintances) were honest with me — and thanks to my own cautious suspicion, together we discovered the horrifying truth about your deeply deceitful and manipulative nature.
Suddenly everything became clear — you had lied to me about so many things that, all together, they surpass the lies of every liar I’ve ever met in my life! It shocked me to realize that you could shamelessly tell several lies within a single sentence — like the one where you said that you and your boyfriend had no plans to meet because you were both still students and didn’t want to spend money. The truth? You weren’t even together anymore, you already had a new boyfriend, and you were planning to visit him in Sichuan or have him visit you in Hainan!
And that’s not even mentioning the countless smaller lies, such as:
1. You told me nothing happened in your class, but told another person many things had happened and that he even wanted to go argue with your annoying classmate.
2. You told him that a bespectacled classmate was pursuing you, but didn’t tell him about the basketball player who was also chasing you — something you *did* tell me.
3. You lied to me that the coat I bought you was in your closet and you couldn’t wear it because of an allergy — yet you wore it proudly in front of someone else.
4. I always suspected that the school conflicts weren’t as “shallow and childish” as you described. And sure enough, even someone from your school confirmed that you’re like an *ocean* playing with the “little fish” inside — and I was just one of many “fish” to you.
How could you?! How could you do something so cruel to someone who loved you for years, searched for you, and worked hard to become thinner, stronger, smarter, better, and more generous *for you*?!
I gave you everything: hours of attention to listen to your problems, sleepless nights worrying about you when you were sick, hours writing your English speeches and homework for every subject, giving you money and loans, drawing pictures for you, writing poems, helping you with problems with parents, teachers, friends, classmates…
I ignored all other girls for you. I was completely loyal. I even argued with friends who didn’t like you. I was always ready to keep improving myself for you — to be stronger than the muscular guys you liked online, more handsome than your ex, richer than your classmates. I would have given you my kidney, my eye, even my heart if it could save your life.
But the most disgusting thing of all — something that would repulse any normal person on this planet — is that you had already broken up with your ex-boyfriend, yet lied to me that you were still intimate, while already being intimate with your new local boyfriend in Haikou. You used me to keep giving you advice, free lessons, free homework, sleepless compassion and comfort — even shamelessly accepted my romantic gifts and the money I sent you to buy an expensive bra after you hinted you couldn’t afford one!
And you did all that behind everyone’s back — without your ex knowing, without your new boyfriend knowing, without me knowing the games you were playing with all of us. I can’t even imagine how many people in total you’re deceiving — your parents, teachers, admirers, boyfriend, friends…
Let’s be direct: what you’re doing is pure manipulation, deceit, and a complete lack of morality. And the fact that you shamelessly lie about having “strong morals” and being “100% honest,” just to create a fake, saintly image of yourself in others’ eyes — that makes you an *absolute evil* that disgusts me to my core.
The fact that I lost my mother early, that my father unjustly disinherited me — none of that stirred an ounce of compassion in you. The fact that I’d already been deceived by others didn’t move you either. You became one of the greatest deceivers in my life — you shattered my heart, my faith in goodness, and everything else.
If you didn’t love me — despite all my sacrifices, effort, and kindness — if you didn’t pity me, then at least you could have told me the truth earlier, out of basic decency. Not keep me in lies, use me, and play with my deepest and most sincere feelings! But you are simply a conscienceless, emotionless, hyper-egoistic and irresponsible being who deserves neither love, nor trust, nor sympathy, nor friendship — nothing at all.
Cursed be the day you were born! I cannot celebrate it.
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